So I Pretend I Never Met You




Tell me why my heart is dry
I don’t know if I’m trying too hard to avoid the sorrows.
In my mind, I’m thinking what if I find
something more precious would I be in the shadows.
But on the other side there’s light that shines yeah
the light could be you but I cant be lying there
cuz the sun goes down and the fun turns around
is it worth sacrificing my grind yea.

I wanna admit the love but Im afraid
cuz the way that I’m living is what I got from the trade “isolation”
I gave it all up
the respect from society and being accepted
But girl I wanna know about you I want it
the world lies but if you be keepin it a hundred
or maybe you aint interested in me enough too
cuz I don’t even love myself the same way you love you
so I pretend I never really met you and I don’t care
I’m afraid I’m gonna make the same mistakes again

Who would I believe?
(Wish I can understand love songs)
Can’t see where my heart belongs
(Would you accept it or I’m just)
Who would I share my love?
(afraid to find you precious)
Would you tell me your story

Am I just greedy if I’m living for myself
I don’t even know what the hell my life represents
am I sayin “for the culture” for the culture
or for my own success?
like I’m so obsessed
like I’m all correct
I hate that I gotta be like this
I wish I could live for you but would I be free like this?
my low self esteem might kick our dreams to abyss
cuz my past traumas wont let me seize this chick, naw

these thoughts keep running
who would I see? or believe?
who gon cry together with me?
who am I gonna share my joy?
when I look around there’s not much of a real mccoy
tell me a story
am I the one turning away?
am I the one fuckin up trust, concerning my fate?
I’m just afraid
that nothing’s gonna go my way I planned so I pretend that I never really gave a
so I pretend I never really met you and I don’t care
I’m afraid I’m gonna make the same mistakes again


1. The Nightmare Before My Birthday (Intro)
2. Underwater Disco
3. Friends: Sorry
4. City of Angeles
5. Day One feat. KAZUO
6. N155AN feat. John Natsuki
7. iseestars
8. Diary (Interlude)
9. So I Pretend I Never Met You
10. mmm…ask
11. Socially Awkward feat. John Natsuki
12. WTF John!? feat. John Natsuki
13. Booze House
14. Seed
15. Stereo 2013 feat. 弥之助 (Bonus Track)
16. Yours Truly: Thanks